In less den 12 hrs we will be saying bye to year 2008 and welcome year 2009
is really a mix feeling
really don't hope to say bye to year 2008
as when year 2009 come in this means that i getting older
2008 is coming to the end, thought has been going throught my mind
in the year 2008 what have i done and what have i not done
has i really reach and complete all the goals and resoultion that i have made at the beinging on the year 2008
or am i just wasting another year
maybe i feel that i getting older
i just don't have mood for this kind of celebration anymore
christmas eve i was at home the whole day and counting down to christmas is with my dear "ZHOU GONG"
on the christmas day itself i spend most of the time with my family and my aunt and cousin are here for their holiday
as for today new year eve i guess i will be counting down with zhou gong again
just don't know why
this year all the celebration i just can't feel the right mood to celebrate
i just feel that it is another day which consist of 24 hrs nothing special at compare
compare to childhood time.. the happiness...the excitment is just not here any more whenever there is a special occassion arriving
i just feel when ever each year is pass i just not happy cause there is nothing for me to be proud of
and at the end , at the last day of the year there is nothing i can see that i have achive that i proud off
isn't it quit sad to heard it????
Should i just change my life?
should i just change my thinking
should i chang the view of my life?

let see what i have done for year 2008 as i looking back......

Jan-Apr

1. Was rushing and busy with my MP
2. Chinese new year celebration @ my ah gong house and auntine house @ KL
3. the days that we has insufficient time of sleep due to
4. School days with my friends is always the happy moment(the relax time...going to lec,tut and lab together...going for lunch...going to everywhere to slack)
5. MP presntation
6. last day of school
7. hunting for jobs high and low
8. going for different interview
9. going back to ah gong house
10. stepping into the working society for my first full time job

May-July

1. Going for my graduation service
2. Saying bye to my matric card
3. going to stage to receive my diploma
4. going to my friend 21st birthday celebration
5. Work...Work....Work....Work

Aug-Oct

1. Preparing my 21st birthday (hunting for chalete and food)
2. Celebrating my 21st Birthday
3. Going to my friend 21st birthday celebration
4. Going back to KL for aunt house warming
5. Work....Work...Work

Nov-Dec

1. Got car from my parents
2. Going back to ah gong house to celebrate his birthday (photo yet to upload)
3. aunt and cousin come to singaproe for holiday during christmas
4. Christmas went to orchard with my family (photos yet to upload)
5. work....work....work......

This is how i spend my entitle years...365 days...21,900 hrs......1,314,000 min and 78,840,000 sec

looking back i have wasted so many time without doing anything meaningful

i just waste every day and waste another year of my youth

what can i still say?

at this age of mine

i still as poor

i does not have a decent saving that what my age so have

how am i going to survial for the rest of my life if this still go on :(

am i really happy to welcome the year 2009 and say bye to 2008

Name: Kew Wan Xuan(Cecilia)

Age: 21 years old

DOB: 08 AUG

Zodiac Sign: Leo

School: Geylang Methodist Primary School (1994-1999)

School: Geylang Methodist Secondary School (2000-2005)

School: Temasek Poly(Moblie & Wireless Computing)(2005-2008)

School: University of Society(2008-????)

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