4 days has passed since i started my SIP. I was posted to Tampinese OCBC. That mena the rest of the 16 weeks i will be working there. During this 4 days, only one words can describe that it sain. i was not asked to do anything . that mean i sit there whole day wasting my time. I very confused. I feel sian when i was not assigned to any of the job but i am scare when i was assigned to job. i scare i can not do it. i not able to complete it. The people there are ok ok ba. i really feel very sain. See some of my friend enjoy the SIP i really very envy them. But luckily i have evelynn and hui ting. we always spend our time together at least i not alone at least we know each other then at least SIP is still not so boring. I really hope i can cope for my SIP. And i hope that the 16 weeks can faster pass..... that all i wish.......

in less then 24 hour, i will be starting my SIP for this sem liao.i will be like office worker. working form monday till frieday form 9am-6.30.... now the feeling is like anxious,fearful. it think that holiday really pass very fast. just feel that the mood is not ready for SIP at all. hope that i will enjoy my SIP ba. hope nothing will not go wrong. and all the people i working with will be friendly.i will miss my holiday, that is dor sure one. has been use to the time when i did nothing and stay at home and relax. now the holiday will be ending soon liao, i know for sure i will miss it. In conclusion for this holiday, seldom go out. seldom buy things, satay at home and slack,watch TV,enjoy life,shake leg, goes up on weekend...... just enjoy doing all this.haha....

yesterday, went out with Kelvin..at first went vivio city to have our lunch at long john... i had fish meal 1. in the end when i start to eat a bit, i dound myself getting very full liao. i manage to eat fish all the fries and 1/2 of the fish. ofcourse not to waste food, kelvin help me to eat finish. that mean he one person has 1 1/2 meal for lunch. after that went shopping for a while. brought a shirt form IP zone. recently has been spend money on clothes.hahah.... feel so guilty.. after that went to the Cathay to catch a movie. at first was plannig to watch 200 Pound beauty(anyone want to watch with me??? i really want to see the show badly...). but the ticketing for the movie was soo good that it sold out. i really wanted to watch the movie... but no choice, the ticket available is at 9 plus and is solding out frist. i believe that would not want to stay till 9 plus just to watch a movie. so in the end we watch "Wild Hogs". it was a very funny movie. through out i was there laughing non-stop. i laugh till my stomach pain... really don't believe it right?? is really a nice movie. a movie you watch and you will like it(i really don't mind to watch it again).after watching the movie, wewnt home and reach home at 10 plus.

today learn car. i not happy at all. got said by the teacher...... i really wish to give up but i know i can not......

Leo - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You're almost always the center of attention - and easy for potential dates to spotYour happiness and optimism is appealing to all... and contagious!You don't hold grudges - getting over little fights is no problem for you Your negative traits: You tend to ignore relationship problems, until they are too big to handleYou crave luxury, and you are disappointed with partners who can't provide you with itIf someone does you wrong, you'll coldly and cruelly break their heart Your ideal partner: Someone high status enough to bring you more attention - but not so great that they upstage youMakes you laugh and brings excitement to everything you do togetherIs aggressive and confident enough to butt heads with you every so often Your dating style: High expectations. You need to be impressed with an incredible first date for a second one to occur. Your seduction style: You like to make the first move - you're fearless about initiating thingsPassionate. You really get into any intimate act.Aggressive. Most of the time, you find yourself wanting sex more than your partner. Tips for the future: Try to not need so much attention. You'll feel less ignored, guaranteed.Learn to love your partner for who they are - not how they help advance your life.Let your partner shine occasionally. You don't always have to be the alpha dog. Best color to attract mate: Gold Best day for a date: Sunday

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

2 more day and my 2 months of holiday will come to an end liao. time really flies. At the first day of school i will be going to OCBC. will be working form 9am-6.30pm. i anxious at the same time worry. i wonder what will the company ask us to do? will i be assign to job that is hard? the term i working with? all this is what i very worried. but i still got my firend to accpmany me i still not so worry.... to all my girl SIP will be staring on monday that mean we almost one sem can not see each other liao.... will miss your girls one really. miss your crabs, miss your jokes and last but not least miss your laughter. remember we must always meet up for dinner or coffce wor.....

morning at frist got driving lesson one, because mummy sick liao so i accompany her go see doctor, in the end lie to me driving instructor that i had a fever of 39 then he allow me not to go. accompany mummy go orchard see doctor, then went far east to look for mummy friend that a night treat xun wei to seoul garden. then i found out that he don't like to eat at all. i was shocked. then almost all the food is eaten by me one, i scare that he not full at all loh. feel so guilty treat him to somethings that he don't like at all. next time treat you back again. really sorry about it :(.... really never give me face loh...... sad..... to all those who know me next time i treat your, your must tell me what your eat and what your don't eat wor. sometimes i don't know what you like one.... after seoul garden went to drink coffce from food court. hahah. reach home around 10 plus liao...... that is how i spend my day.

for this whole week i have been learning car everyday. was so sain. i really wonder if i can pass my driving on 7/5/2007? am i able to make it? today driving lesson was not fun at all. i tried to enjoy it liao. but i just make mistake. let the uncle said. i know is my fault. i know i should not do anything wrong. if i did not do anything worng the uncle will not have a chance to said me liao. what to do. i just can not help, i already try my best. i already tell myself i must be alert i must remember what the uncle tell me i can not do anything worong again. i trying very hard. can't anyone see it? AM I ABLE TO MAKE IT FOR MY CAR DRIVING? this though has been flowing through my mind this few days.

i know the uncle said me, scold me is for my own good. Kelvin said that he is teching me. He can just said there and relax and don't tell me and let me fail the most i pay money to him and continue the lesson. i know i sholud not balme him at all. but i just can not control, a person scold me and treat that nothing happen.. smile and chat like no one else business. i just can not do it. that is my character. whenever i unhappy or get scolded i need at least one day to recover my mood. i really can not treat that nothing happen. i very admire those who actually is unhappy about a certain things but one min later he or she will treat that nothing happen... can any one of those character teach me how your do it one? i want to learn from your.

know my whole brain is thinking of not to make any mistake at circuit. check blind spot, signal,shoulder must be aline with the tree. the white marking reach your sholuder then turn liao. you walk wrong lane liao."you know like this fsi liao","ai yeo yeo"...... hope that tomorrow i will not get scolded and i will enjoy myself....

finally yesterday i have been assigned to a company liao. i no longer a lost kitten liao. hope that there will be no last min changes liao. quit happy with the compay is assigned.

Company Name: Oversea-Chinese Banking Corporation Limited (OCBC)
Project Title:
Grp O&T : Tech Soln - Trade, Credit Processing
Assigned LO: Nah Swee Eng, Roselind

Company Name:
Oversea-Chinese Banking Corporation Limited (OCBC)
Address:
65 Chulia Street OCBC Centre #40-05
Country: Singapore Postal Code: 049513

Telephone:
65306100
Fax:
64386621
Website:
http:// www.ocbc.com.sg
Organisation Type:
Private Co.
Primary Business Activity:
Finance - Banking Services

Staff Strength: 5000

Company Working Information
Working Day: 5 days
Weekday working hours:
From: 9:00AM To: 6:30PM

Contact Person Information
Name Telephone Email
Sandra Shirling 65301203 SandraS@ocbc.com.sg

Acad Year: 2007 Semester: 1
Project Title:
Grp O&T : Tech Soln - Trade, Credit Processing
Project Requester:
Elsie Goh
Working Address:
TC1 Level 6
Country: Singapore Postal Code:
For Overseas SIP Attachment:
From: To:
Task:
Students will be assigned to 2 projects : Factoring & Trade Fiannce System Upgrade and need to assist in supper user acceptance test and project documentation. Training will be provided so that students will be familiar of the FITAS system.

Preferred diploma & number of students required: Diploma in Mobile and Wireless Computing (MWC) (C0E) :2
Diploma in Internet & Multimedia Development(IND) (C0G) :2

Special Requirement:


Shift Work: N.A.

Monthly Allowance (S$): 660

User ID: sweeeng
Name: Nah Swee Eng, Roselind
Office Extension: 67805302
Email: sweeeng@tp.edu.sg

at first thought the the SIP information is relased, i could relax liao cause is near my house then i able to work with jos at least SIP will still be fun. but in the end, at the very last minutes, the teacher called jos and said the company don't want any student anymore. That means the teacher is looking for a new company liao, said will confirm with jos the compnay on monday morning and she need to go interview monday evening. the teacher said the interview will determain if she had the SIP for that sem ma!!! the teacher even told her that the company is very demanding one.

jos called me and told me all this information. i was shocked and worried. waited for the teacher called for the whole night but in the end i did not received at all. i was worried,sad and lost. what will happpen to me. sudeenly feel very depress....

at first i was happy when i saw the SIP infromation when it is relased but after know all this is a dream. i feel that i happy for nothing. i know that heaven is not that fair at all. so good assign to a company that is near my house and with my friend. at first thought the heaven is good to me but in the end is only a dream. a dream that kept me happy for a fews days. i really scare of the SIP. Where will i be assigned to? What task will i be assingned to? who will i be working with? will the task that i be assigned to hard to cope? all the problem has been rushing to my mind. i really can't stop thinking. i really hope that teacher can give me a call and at lest let me know what will happen to me. now i felt that i like a lost kitten hiex. hope that i can cheer up my days.. hope everything will goes will for me. really got no mood to write anything anymore.

just now when to take a test about myself.and i go this result quit true...

你的轉世一直重複在愛好藝術，已表現宇宙的真理方面。而且你的靈魂是
透過藝術，與
大宇宙的意義以相同步調前進，這是一項寶貴的經驗。

即使在今世，也會以任何形式形成「普遍的美感」來傳達真理。請你務必
要全力以付去
達成，這是你今世的責任。但另一方面來說，因為你的感性敏銳，因此靈
魂很容易受到
傷害。當然這種傾向並非僅於今世，即使在前世，你的靈魂也受到了傷
害。因此之故，
你常常會覺得孤獨。

在今世，一定要把自己的靈魂訓練得堅強些，不要把自己關在象牙塔當
中，應該和各種
人好好的相處才是。

What Your Favorite Color Black Says About You:

Timeless --- Stylish --- Sophisticated Overpowering --- Intimidating --- Dominant Perfectionist --- Controlling --- Competent

Your Brain is Yellow

Of all the brain types, yours is the most intellectual. You crave mental stimulation, and your thoughts tend to very complex. Your thoughts tend to be innovative and cutting edge, though many people don't understand them. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about science, architecture, and communication.

Your Birth Month is August

Ambitious and strong, you find it easy to be successful. You are brave and stubborn. No one's going to set your limits! Your soul reflects: Strength, character, and devotion Your gemstone: Peridot Your flower: Poppy Your colors: Orange, red, and light green

Your Birthdate: August 8

Watch out Donald Trump! You've got a head for business and money. You'll make it rich some day, even if you haven't figured out how yet. A supreme individualist, you shouldn't get stuck in a corporate job. Instead, make your own way - so that you can be the boss. Your strength: Your undying determination Your weakness: You require an opulent lifestyle Your power color: Plum Your power symbol: Dollar sign Your power month: August

last weekend and this weeks has been quite busy.....

friday(6/4/2007):
Last friday was good friday.... and not forget is Jin Yin 19th years old birthday.early in the morning wake up and wish her happy birthday.... afternoon, when to buguis with my mother,cousin and aunt, go to temple, many people and was very hot. after that when to OG to walk walk at around evening have to go back home... when back home and have a bath and when to Kelvin's friend chelete to celebrate her 21st birthday there. At first kelvin's group of friend promise to go one but in the end don't know what happen they all never go in the end. so left me and kelivn go only... when we reached there i was shocked cause all the house is filled with malays, there is only 2 chinese plus me and kelvin is 4. at first not use to it, but as time get longer is ok for me liao. they food is not bad nice. kelvins's friend have a large family members. in the house is filled with her family members.. a few of her poly friend's only. around 9.30 we decided to go back liao as there is nothing much for us to do. luckly kelvin's freind decided to drive us out to the mrt station. see her so experince in driving how i wish i could be like her....

Saturday(8/4/2007)
meet kelvin's atround 12 plus to go to her "mama" daughter birthday. went to bedok where she live. reach there was shock to see no one but the little girl friend. and her mother was out to collect the food and cakes. so we got nothing to do sit there to watch tv. and eat those food that is cook by her maid. after 2 hour plus, her mother come back with lots of things and is time for me to go liao. cause going to my cousin's(zhi hui) 21st birthday @ johor. waited for aunt and cousin for 1 hours plaus standing at singaproe custom. that time was rainnig heavily and was super cold and the leg is so so tired. when reach cousin house, we decide to find things to eat as mummy is complain that she was hungry.we ate the curry chicken that was cooked by 2nd aunt. around 7 plus most of the people have arrived. there were a lot of people. how i wish next time when i celebrate my 21st birthday lots and lots of people will come. in the end we reached home about 1am in the morning liao. what a tired day.....

Monday(9/4/2007)
wake up early in the morning for drvivng lesson at 9.30. last time when ever i learn car i always enjoy myself but recently i not happy when ever i was learning car. Paralle parking was hard for me. turn to left turn to right, so many things need to learn sometime make me even confused. Kelvin's said you must enjoy yourself then you will be happy when learning. i decided to head his words. So i decided what thnigs i do i must enjoy doing in order to be happy. after my driving lesson, when to meet rui san and zhi hui for shopping. we decide to go to ang mo Kio first then fellow by orchard the last stop is buguis. on my way to ang mo kio, i decided to sit bus 135 to ang mo kio. just before 3 stop of reaching the bus stop which i alighted, a small accident happen on the bus, just when the bus was stopping at the traffic light waiting for his turn to turn to the right, a lorry accidently hit on the back of the bus, the was a long bang, at first was shocked wonder what has happen then was told by the bus driver and he told us to get down, and sit other bus. overall that day shopping saw a lot of clothes,bags and shoes but i brought none of it cause got no money. hahaha... so no choice brought nothing on the day. after kelvin work, he came to meet us and treat us for dinner hahaha. thanks... overall i enjoy a lot shopping with my cousin. we have lot of things to talks talk for brighten up my days... thanks.. i decided to change my image hahah. saw al ot of nice clothes. i sholud reduce wearing t-shirt and jeans.

Tuesday(10/4/2007)
finally i get to know where i am being assigned to during my SIP. at first i was worry if they will assign me to a very far place,will the company be very big. but lucky all my worry is extre. i was being assign to Telcom United(s) Pte Ltd. Is near paya lebar. the most happy things is that jos is being assign to the same company with me that mean jos and me will be together for SIP the next sem, in other words i not alone.thanks heaven..the working hours are monday-firday:9.00am-6.00pm saturday:9.00-1.00pm. that is what i got a bit unhappy i work on saturday but my pay is only $440. my other friend they no need to work on sat their pay is either the same or even higher then me. but is ok :) as long as i not working alone and i got jos such a good friend to accompany me to SIP i believe my days of SIP will be happy and fun. Hope everything will goes well for my SIP.

Wednesday(11/4/2007)
not able to join eve their all to KBox for singing session cause i have driving lesson...so sorry girls.....have driving lesson on 1pm. today the driving lesson really spoilt my day. i decided to head kelvin advice to enjoy driving session so time will passed easy and i happy. at first when driving on the road everything was ok. it was the paralle parking that spoilt my day. that was the frist time the instructor use such a fierce tone to talk to me and he was a super imaptient person. i already try my best liao ma. what can i still do? you think i do want to do properly one meh? i also want to faster pass at least i no need to see you almost every day. still thought he was a good and a impatient instructor but i was all worng... so angry... keep said me... "YOU ANY HOW TURN THE STERRIN WHEEL","AI YO....". "TURN PROPERLY". "YOU GOT REMEMBER WHAT I TEACH YOU MA","YOU CAR NOT STRIGHT","REDO AGAIN".. Think liao so angry..... i just fellow what he said, he said turn 2 round to the left then later said turn one round to the lest. also don't know what he talking. make my confuse. i really tried my best liao ma, can anyone see the hard work i putting in? can't you see i trying? when ever i alone i will keep tihnk of how should i do. i already try my best but i don't know why when ever i do on my own things will go worng... I REALLY DON"T LIKE THIS FEELING AT ALL!!! how am going to pass my driving test? when ever i got said by my instructor, i feel like giving up, i feel that like i pay $36 to get scolded by someone, i really don't like the feeling can anyone understand??? Kelvin's tell me, he scold you or said you is for your own good. but i just don't know why can he explain to me properly? why can't he talk in a nice tone? why can he give clear instruction? hiex!!! think of the next feel days have to see him also spoilt my day liao. next mind i try my very very best. don't care aobut him. i do my best. hop every things will turn well for me. hope i can faster pass so no need to see him. After my driving lesson when to meet eve their all at ang mo kio have a fun days at least feel must better when i see them will not keep thinking of those unhappiness, when to mos to have my luch and breakfast, we celebrate JY birthday them brought her a cake and present. hope she like it and enjoy a lot. after that when to have the famous durain pancake at ang mo kio hub. it was yummy....during SIP i think will have lesser time to meet the girls liao. i think we should plan for every week come out to have a drink, movie or shopping. what you think girls? hahah...time flies around 7 plus we deicded to go back liao. When to orchard to meet kelivn. decided to have long john @ far east. after dinner when for shoppping brought one shirt and 2 shorts. like it a lot. thanks kelvin for paying the shorts.

Your Love Type: ISFP

The Artist In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions. For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings. Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener. However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes. Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ

You Are 28% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head. You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass. You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is... But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on. You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it. Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

You Are 20% Extrovert, 80% Introvert

You are quite reserved You aren't afraid of social situations... But you very much prefer to go it alone And why not? You're your own best friend!

You Are 62% Borderline

Many signs point toward you having a borderline personality. It's probably a good idea to seek therapy. Or at least read a self help book.

Your Luck Quotient: 18%

You have a very low luck quotient. You probably feel that you are very unlucky and that good never comes your way. It's not that you've been dealt a bad hand, you just don't open yourself up to lucky experiences. Relax and open yourself up to the world. You may be surprised how your luck changes!

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

Your Greed Quotient: 34%

You're a little greedy, but generally you don't let your desire get the better of you. You know that good things will come to you - as long as you wait your turn!

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

it has been a long time since i blog liao. 2 more weeks holiday will be ending soon liao. time really flies...... has been slacking at home. watch tv, play computer, sleep and eat that is actually how i spend my holiday..... actually really not much to said. all i can said is that i very scare of SIP. which company i will be assign to?? what kind of job will i be assign(not programing i will cry on the spot one...) will i with my gals(i miss all my girls, i don't want to be alone, no crabs no jokes no fun)?? got to stop here going out soon....

Name: Kew Wan Xuan(Cecilia)

Age: 21 years old

DOB: 08 AUG

Zodiac Sign: Leo

School: Geylang Methodist Primary School (1994-1999)

School: Geylang Methodist Secondary School (2000-2005)

School: Temasek Poly(Moblie & Wireless Computing)(2005-2008)

School: University of Society(2008-????)

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