Wednesday, October 15, 2008
TIRED.........
is the only word that can describe me now..
the lack of sleep
slepping at 12 plus each night and waking out at 7 plus is really killing my health and my skin.....
my eye is as dark as the panda
drinking 3 cups of coffee a day make no difference for me anymore that what i can said.....
lot of negative feeling rushing/flowing into my mind

FATS......OILS....
are surrounded in my body.........
I just feel myself benig very fat and being ugly
lack of confidence is what i can say..............

STUPID...........
I already got my car licence for one year plus liao
and i never try before driving myself
and my parking still can not make it
is actually very demoralize......
He actually suggest leting my to drive the car without him
but i just have no confidence in myself
today when i was driving home from parkway...
there are alot of cyclist....
and i was very scare of them
therefore i drive very out to other people road
hiex.....
why must i scare of them in the frist place?
why must i leave them so far away?
why must i drive so slowly and fellow behind them
shouldn't they scare of me, instead i scare of them?
den upon arriving my house i need to do parking
OMG!!!!
i want to faint liao
i couldn't even do a proper parking
i didn't even have confidence in myself
let alone other
i really feel very very sad..............
*When will be the day where i really can master the skill of driving?
i want to be a driver rather den a pessenger :(

@ 10:02 PM

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Name: Kew Wan Xuan(Cecilia)

Age: 21 years old

DOB: 08 AUG

Zodiac Sign: Leo

School: Geylang Methodist Primary School (1994-1999)

School: Geylang Methodist Secondary School (2000-2005)

School: Temasek Poly(Moblie & Wireless Computing)(2005-2008)

School: University of Society(2008-????)

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