Monday, April 14, 2008
I WILL NOT BE THAT STUPID PERSON ANYMORE!!!!!

since you are not putting any effort(from what i see) anymore
why must i still care?
since you are doing that why must i be that stupid person
to put so many effort and in
the end i get back nothing
you are doing that to me
so don't blame me for treating you in this manner
i have been giving in times and times
giving in doesn't mean i forgive and forget ok!!!!!
I JUST GIVING YOU CHANCES (i believe that you will learn from your mistake) you
never, instead you making it worst............
you are just testing my patience........
NOW you are happy
cause my patience has run out..........

I have been tell you nicely, but you never listen
so don't blame me for doing the hard way to you
I have been waiting waiting waiting
you let me disspointed, you make me feel sad, you make me feel hurt
, you make me go
crazy, you make me to treat you so coldly..............
pls don't blame me cause what am i
today is because of you

i think is really times for me to wash my hand off
(althought i always said thousand of time
time but this time I REALLY MEAN IT!!!! REALLY(as you are not the person know
anymore))
You already wash your hand off long ago you already not putting in any effort
why am i
still holding it so tight(in the end i the one who get hurt)
i believe you are still the person i know
(BUT NO!!! YOU ARE NOT ANYMORE!!!!!!)
but i wrong
very wrong
you prove me so wrong
there is really nothing much i can said anymore
really..... i speachless anymore
my heart is bledding
my heart is dead

do you know i feel like crying?
do you know is hurt really hurt?
do you know i feel like a foolish person?
do you know ??????

Is tired walking alone....................
Is tired doing things alone............
I tired...........................................

How i wish i could sleep and never wake up anymore at least i will remember those beautiful memories that you have left in my mind.............

SHE is SAD!!!!
SHE is TIRED!!!!!!
SHE is SPECHLESS!!!!
SHE is HURT!!!!!
SHE is disappointed!!!!!!

@ 10:27 PM

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Name: Kew Wan Xuan(Cecilia)

Age: 21 years old

DOB: 08 AUG

Zodiac Sign: Leo

School: Geylang Methodist Primary School (1994-1999)

School: Geylang Methodist Secondary School (2000-2005)

School: Temasek Poly(Moblie & Wireless Computing)(2005-2008)

School: University of Society(2008-????)

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