STOP thinking that you are always right ok!!!!
and scold me or said me everyday like no people business!!!
Stop scolding me early in the morning while i still sleeping and spoilt my whole day
why must you always think that your thinking is always right and my is always wrong
when is your first time or last time listen to my thinknig and agree with me ( you never!!!!!)
when ever i have my own thinking and i share with you, you never fail to pour me cold water
are you happy in that manner?

STOP thinking that you are always right!!!!!!
what you said i must fellow, i tired ok............
since young you never fail to compare me with other children (those better one ok, and not the worst one)

WHY can't i just compare you with other parents?
WHY other parents know and what they children one?
WHY other parents never force they child to do anything?
WHY other parents are giving them freedom to do things that their think are right?
WHY other parents never fail to listen to what their children want and what they think?
As a parents you fail to do all this job!!!!
Cause you always think that you are right and i always wrong and always want me to fellow what u think is correct if not i will get scolded like nobody business!!!!
Are you happy to see my life like this?
By doing this you feel more happier is it?

WHY other parents is not rushing their children to go work but you are so different?
WHY other parents are giving their children a chance to study uni but you said if oyu one to study uni go work and save den you go study?
WHY other parents scare their children scare that they do not have enough rest, but you do not give me ample of rest?
WHY do you so urgently want me to be in the working society so urgently?
WHY do you think that i able to cope in the IT field when i only have a diploma cert and not a degree cert ok?
WHY othe parents scare their children colud not find a job that they like, but you want me to find any job even is a job i don't like?
WHY other parents will scare their chidren go find job and get cheated so ask they to take their time to look for a job but you are so different?
WHY other parents will wait for thier chidren to be ready to look for a job but you are so different?
WHY can't i do what thing i want instead you making deasion for me and force me to think alike like you by scolding me non-stop or nag at me when ever you see me..... do you think it work? no it neve work on me ok?
WHY WHY WHY.......



I send RESUME, you got things to said!
I go AGENCY find job, you also got things to said!
I find PART-TIME job, you also got things to scold me!

YOUR thinking is buy newspaper and call them up!
may i know is there any difference?

Can you please stop treating me like this?
Please do not make me to hate you!
cause that is the things that i never ever wonder to do
PLEASE do not make me to stop talknig to you!
PLEASE do not make me to stop anything that is releated to me!
PLEASE do not make me to treat you like a stranger!
PLEASE do not make me to give you a colder shoulder one day!
do you think you will be happy (I guess you never borther or care about me at all)
you just want me to do things that you think is correct
please, the more you scold me, the more i want to do things that you things is wrong

我是吃暖不吃硬!!!!!

I can assure you that, your scolding never fail to hurt me!
Since young i have listen to all your scolding
have you ever thougth of your words before scolding me
do you know how hurt to heard it
please go listen to what u awalys scold me
your words is never nice and is hurting
sometime are words that you never expected that a mother will use to scold a child
if one day i really go into depression or break-down
i think that main causes is by you
the strees that are coming form you

Today my character will become like this mainly becase of you
whenever i have things to express i will never said out (because what ever i said you will never agree with me)
whenever i know something is wrong i will never voice out (cause if i start to said things, you will think i talking back to you, the more you will scold me)
My LACK of confidence (cause whenever i never do well in studies, you never fail to scold me stupid or lazy when i already try my best (when i was a child,in my primary and secondary school days)
I must always be a fellower den a leader(cause i must always do things that you think are correct)
I scare to try new things, cause i fearful or failuar(cause you never be there to encourage or console me when i feeling down)
I moody and hot-temper (cause the words that you use to scold me and said me never fail to hurt me)
IS THAT ENOUGH TO SPOILT MY LIFE AND MY FURTHER?
what i am today is all because of what you have done to me
other people may see me as a happy-go-lucky and cheerful person but i not!!!!!!!

STOP treating me like how your parents treat you ok
it never work in this time anymore
scolding and beating is never a way to solve problem ok!!!!
stop using this metohd to educate me ok
no one will able to take it ok!!!!!!

why other parents 生 thier children to 疼 them
but you are so different
you always pick on me and find faults to scold me
this 20 years didn't i do things that you are proud of it ma?
didn't i do things that you are happy with it ma?
you remember all the tihngs that do wrong,but you never thought of those good things that i have done and you are proud of it?
didn't i have at least one things that i done that make you happy and good that you will prise me?

Please stop calling me to find job! (i will find myself, if you countine like this i can assure you i will not find a job at all)
please stop teaching me how to find a job (i know what to do one ok,please stop tihnking that what you said is always right ok)
please stop telling me what i need to do to find a job(i still can only said what you think is not always correct ok)
please stop selecting for me what kind of job i need to do (you are not me, you are not doing the job ok, you do know if i like the job or i can cope with them job ok)
please stop thinking that you are always right
please stop scolding me ok (i need someone to talk to me properly and guide me not someone who scold me like nobody business)

THE WORST PART IS!!
i never ask money from her
i last few week everyday buy newspaper she never said or prise me, i only 2 days never buy and she scold me like siao!!
i only rested one 1 1/2 months ok not 1 1/2 years ok!!!!!
i send resume or go find agency find she never prise or said me i doing the right thing (i don't expecte you to prise me in the first place ok but i don't need those scolding form you ok!!!!)
Please stop all this!!!!


i really can not predict what will i do if you countine to do this (it make me want to go against you and giving you a cold shuolder)

PLEASE STOP IT, IF NOT I WILL GO CRAZY ONE DAY!!!! I SERIOUS(at this rate you are forcing me)

Name: Kew Wan Xuan(Cecilia)

Age: 21 years old

DOB: 08 AUG

Zodiac Sign: Leo

School: Geylang Methodist Primary School (1994-1999)

School: Geylang Methodist Secondary School (2000-2005)

School: Temasek Poly(Moblie & Wireless Computing)(2005-2008)

School: University of Society(2008-????)

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