I NOT HAPPY!!!!!

life has been bad for me, recently there are too many things for me to take it
it so stressful.......
when will i breakdrown? this question has been in my mind for the past few days...
how long will i able to hang in there?
what will happen if i give out half-way?
i too tired to countine to walk anymore....
i really scare i will breakdown and go into depression state.....
stress start to Accumulate since the day when sem start..........
dragging my foot to school, it has been so different when going to school compare to last time.
i not looking forward anymore.....
i so hope that i can get out form the strssful school forever... and stay in my warm little home.
why can't life by smiple?
why must life be so stressful?
why must life consists of up and down?
I just want a life that is stress-free and more simple.....
am i asking too much?
i just feel that the stress, the problems i have, the unhappines things in my heart in like a time bomb. it really hard to predict when this time bomb is going to explore......
i do not want to be winner....
i just want my life to be simpler. doing things that i enjoy, doing things that i happy....
am i asking too much????
can anyone tell me... if i stupid or useless?
what can't i just do things well like how the rest is doing?
telling people to stay positive is easy but hard to be done?
i not as cheerful as what other see in me!
i not as happy as what your see from me!
i not as positive thinking as what your think of me!
I really want to get out of this.... i very tired.... very tired........... very tired........
will anyone be there to hold my hand and guide me..... i tired walking alone......
sometime i really want to cry out hard. lets all the troubles goes as my tears fall.........

i just miss him too much........... it has been 3 days since i talk to him liao.....
where are you?
i need you!
where are you?
i have so many unhappines things to tell you
where are you?
i need you the most and you are not there (i never blame you cause you also don't want it one)
i want a comfortable shoulders to sleep on when i tired
i need a comfortable sholuders to cry on when i want to cry
Where are you?
i have so many things to share with you
where are you?
pls come back as soon as possible
i really can not take it anymore
you are the only one who know me better den i know myself.....

how long will all thoes unhappines going to end?
i just want my sem pass faster.......
i want back the cheerful me......

she is off... and to a world of depression .......

Name: Kew Wan Xuan(Cecilia)

Age: 21 years old

DOB: 08 AUG

Zodiac Sign: Leo

School: Geylang Methodist Primary School (1994-1999)

School: Geylang Methodist Secondary School (2000-2005)

School: Temasek Poly(Moblie & Wireless Computing)(2005-2008)

School: University of Society(2008-????)

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